Workpost 38: Time Off
Today I feel mentally and physically drained. I went to bed at 3 AM last night. I feel defeated, anxious, and sad about my relationship. I keep asking myself what it means to own a startup, what it means to be in charge. I think what it means is to be able to take a day off if you need to.
Let’s take a look at some of the different areas of my life right now:
STARTUP
- I’m disappointed in both the effectiveness and efficiency with customer projects as well as the level of sales outreach.
- I feel disconnected from my partner with quite a bit of friction, feeling that there is always a barrier to do what I want to do.
What might be the next steps?
- Identify areas my partner is strong in to involve him more on things I need help with
- Identify areas I feel strongly I should lead and take more leadership in that area
LIFE
- I’m a bit stagnated on my todo list
- My life systems for food and exersise are seeing big wins
- Huge desire to get more sleep
What might be my next steps?
- Fallout during the day only for leveling up people
- Netflix and long fallout sessions at night in bed
- To do list cleaning/grooming on fridays
COACHING
- I’ve stopped completely
- Undecided on whether to work on my own art projects or continue coaching
- I want to work on my youtube channel and an art group
What might be my next steps?
- Finish artist interview challenge
- Outreach for potential clients
RELATIONSHIP
- I feel misunderstood a lot, mismatching values, too much physical distance
- I love my girlfriend very much
What might be next steps?
- Journal more on the painful feelings
- Use them to grow and understand myself better