Profit in Peace 10: Wrapup and Moving On

Some thoughts:

• I’m stressed out because even though I feel like I’m making progress, I feel that I’m not getting results until I learn specific words
• I am doing unorthodox way of learning language but expecting orthodox results
  • The orthodox was of learning is memorizing words – thus your results will be on how many words you memorize
  • I feel like I want those results when my methods are completely unorthodox, it makes sense that my results are not going to be the same, at first at least
• I worry about forgetting everything after French practice, but nothing in the subconscious is forgotten, my goal is to harness and bring out the subconscious knowledge
• If I were to state my goal another way, it could be to learn French subconsciously…which means that forgetting actually makes sense, since I am not consciously learning anything (that would be memorization)
• Since I am forging my own path, I want to capture everything I experience and feel because I want to know how this new process works (what should I expect from subconscious learning?)

Overall I feel much more encouraged. This is the right path for me. I feel confident in my methods. I’m forging a path that no one has ever forged before. The point is not to get orthodox results, the point is to capture my progress, my feelings, and my experience. I will continue to use connection theory on French in order to learn more intuitively and use connection theory on myself in order to deal with my feelings of uncertainty and being overwhelmed.

Some thoughts:

• I’m stressed out because even though I feel like I’m making progress, I feel that I’m not getting results until I learn specific words
• I am doing unorthodox way of learning language but expecting orthodox results
  • The orthodox was of learning is memorizing words – thus your results will be on how many words you memorize
  • I feel like I want those results when my methods are completely unorthodox, it makes sense that my results are not going to be the same, at first at least
• I worry about forgetting everything after French practice, but nothing in the subconscious is forgotten, my goal is to harness and bring out the subconscious knowledge
• If I were to state my goal another way, it could be to learn French subconsciously…which means that forgetting actually makes sense, since I am not consciously learning anything (that would be memorization)
• Since I am forging my own path, I want to capture everything I experience and feel because I want to know how this new process works (what should I expect from subconscious learning?)

Overall I feel much more encouraged. This is the right path for me. I feel confident in my methods. I’m forging a path that no one has ever forged before. The point is not to get orthodox results, the point is to capture my progress, my feelings, and my experience. I will continue to use connection theory on French in order to learn more intuitively and use connection theory on myself in order to deal with my feelings of uncertainty and being overwhelmed.