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Regaining My Purpose In Dance
Today I had a dance lesson that refocused things for me. See for a while, I felt stuck in dance and even singing and piano to a degree. I felt like I was doing exercises for nothing. Actually, I feel that way with French too.
But I realized recently that doing drills in dance isn’t like doing drills in Valorant (or maybe it is). It isn’t about getting the most kills or winning rounds. At the end of the day, dance is a lot more about painting. It’s about creating something.
Practicing dance is about creating a style, figuring out the kind of experience, world, and impression I want to create on the dance floor at a club, in a party, or just in my house. It is about finding my voice.
A big part of every learning endeavor is about finding motivation because it is always really hard in the beginning, really fucking hard to keep going. When my dance teacher asked me to find inspiration for dance, I didn’t know where to look because none of it made sense to me. Now I sort of understand. I want to create a style or a set of styles that feel like me. The inspiration just helps give me clarity on what that style is. I’m thinking contemporary dance, with some popping, waving, locking and isolation.
Thinking about it now, when I started writing this blog post, I realized it goes much farther than that. It goes to learning French, which is about finding my voice and the way I want to express myself in a new language. Singing and piano is about finding the things I want to create in music. Art is about bringing to life the kinds of paintings that I want to exist in the world, paintings that feel like me (I’m imagining some quirky abstract art now cuz I love that shit).
Art is about finding the spacing in life that you love, your favorite food, your favorite movie, book and song and combining that with the joy of expressing yourself. Art is about creating a beautiful space in the world for yourself and other people.
Think about a painting. A beautiful painting that you hang on the wall, or sell to someone else to hang on their wall. Think about the way that it would transform the space, create joy and wonder. That is what art is about. I think some people get lost. They think about is about technique. Or worse, they think art is about theory and about ideas. Sure art is all those things, but it isn’t ABOUT those things. The theories, the technique is all a PART of a feeling, an aesthetic that will make the world more comfy and beautiful in your eyes.
From New York to Austin: Dance Practice
I found some cool walls in NYC and decided to do some footwork practice
- Like it switching footwork and rhythm
- Could work on integrating body movement more, play with isolation and connected movement
- Could work on integrating elements like the spin more seamlessly
- Practice without music is nice cuz you make your own beat!
Then I practiced in a store window on the street. You can see a guy in blue recording me in the background!
- Great isolation
- Need to work connection area around the hips (feel like the movement ends)
Next, I flew to Austin, Texas. I found this cool industrial area where they had not developed anything yet.
- It’s really nice to play with the movement
- I need to work on moving my whole body together then isolating
- Specifically need to connect and incorporate the hips more
Then my sister and I were at a club and I practiced some dancing.
- Felt self-conscious in the club, could have slowed down and played with the movement more
- People in Austin are crazy…why is that girl stealing my spotlight??? LOL.
- Really like the waving and smoother movements. Would have liked to see that lower down with the legs and hips instead of strict footwork.
- Dancing to music is hard, need to feel it out.
Dancing With Posture and Other Things to Try
I just checked out this video from a channel my dance teacher recommended and it’s literally soo good.
Here are some of the concepts I’m taking from this:
- I need to stand up much straighter and play with the levels more, instead of being hunched and looking at the floor.
- I need to work on seeing where the movement goes, let the movement keep going, follow where it goes.
- Start with the most comfortable posture, then develop from there.
- I always am told to imagine the story but its hard for me, because I’m imagining MYSELF
- I think what will work for me is imagining the world or space I’m IN (instead of visualizing myself, I visualize an imaginary box I’m in, imaginary walls).
- I can also try visualizing the “gesture” of the move (kind of like a drawing gesture).
Nothing to add here. Exercises are AMAZING for musicality:
- Dance to music with your fingers
- Dance to music with very small movements
- Dance with full movements