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Valorant 4: Thoughts While I’m On Break
I’ve been traveling for the past two weeks and haven’t been able to play any Valorant, but today I was thinking about some of the things I wanna try.
I saw this amazing video by scream (a professional EU valorant player known for his aim).
Some major takeaways:
- Warm up wrists
- Practice jett knives in practice range
- Practice not only one tapping but also burst spraying
- Should take longer with Vandal, spray burst with phantom
- Crosshair placement is key for getting kills, be ready for a wide swing or a small jiggle depending on the situation
- Always look to play off of your team, solo carrying is VERY hard even for pros, Valorant is a combo game
Other things I’ve been thinking to try:
- I need to get used to all sorts of movement, play around with it like I do with dance
- I should aim with movement a lot more
In general, I feel like I need to apply what I learned from dance – keep feeling out the things that feel uncomfortable. Try different ways to do the same thing. Look for something that feels good. Understand my body as well as just the ingame mechanics.
Core Beliefs 5
I don’t know exactly if this is a core wound, but I strongly believe that I am responsible for people’s emotions and that I am a bad person.
In order to process this (a rebalance my emotions), I am going to focus on a time when I hurt someone and focus on the part right before it so I can remember that there is a good reason for doing what I did and perhaps have a little more compassion for myself.
The Phone Call
She was a lonely girl
Quiet and shy
I wanted to be kind
By being a good friend
But she seemed to want more
When she asked me
If she could sleep in my bed
What to do
If she was sexually frustrated
I did my best to set my boundaries
I did my best to be firm
But she kept pushing
And it was too much
I knew too little
To do anything than
To push her away hard
After years
Of sending me letters and emails
She must have know
I didn’t want to talk
I just wish
She knew
It wasn’t her fault
That I didn’t like her
But I needed
To be able to say no
Core Wounds 6
Today I want to address the core wound that I am undesirable and a bad person specifically because I want to make other people happy.
He Looked Sad
He looked sad in the sharing circle
I’m having a rough time
He said
He didn’t say much more
And I don’t think
Anyone else knew
That this was a call for help
Only me
I see that you usually are very happy
I said
I feel that you must really be going through a lot
And I want to tell you
That it will be ok
He smiled
And I felt
Happy
I Felt Powerful
I knew
During the meeting
He was judging me
Trying far too much
To try to speak for me
I was angry
But I bided my time
When he tried to take control
And asked if I wanted to show the customer something
I said no
Then
After the meeting
Fresh from my success
I let myself be still and quiet
Let the doubt creep into his mind
Let him understand
That I knew exactly what I was doing
That I was the one
In control
Profit in Peace 5: Next Steps
Today I want it to be all about Instagram.
I want to do the following:
- Put in a good headshot
- Rework bio
- Create Instagram brand/colors
- Add in youtube videos, add brand
- Add friends and create offer
Also, I want to spend 20 minutes watching the next part of the coaching session.
Finally, I want to go after the brand and posts in a directed way. I’ll use the syllabus method.
A reminder for the syllabus method:
- Create a clear, ambitious, and exciting goal (something to inspire the angels)
- Use Alex Hormozi mindset (don’t think about how to achieve it, think about what would make it impossible for you to not achieve it)
- Break down those things into 3 steps
- If the steps are still too big and nebulous, break those steps into 3 more steps, repeating step 2 and 3
Goal: Create an Instagram page that is able to bring my energy of coaching to all artists, something so clear and powerful it is easy for me to create posts (3 hrs)
Step 1: Develop Brand (1 hr)
- Tap into coaching energy, write down ideas
- Try looka and other ai brand generators
- Develop style guide
Step 2: Ask Questions and Get Answers
- Put myself in the mindset of posting videos, posts, etc
- Ask questions
- Tap into coaching energy, answer questions
- Research other similar brands
Step 3: Play Around With Brand
- Create templates
- Create sample videos and posts
- Tap into coaching energy and adjust
Knee Strength 7: Walking
Yesterday I was walking around a lot when I felt a lot of pain on the interior side of the meniscus of my right knee.
I was really concerned, but this experience helped me get back into the knee challenge to focus on my knee and how it is moving.
When I used connection theory, I noticed that I was using my legs too much (specifically calves) when walking.
The steps for proper walking:
- Use hips to step out
- Flex and stretch out leg fully
- Only use calf muscles at the end of a stride
Also, stretching the calves helps.
It is actually incredible, I went from pain in every step to no pain at all even though I walked for a long time.
Also, I tried connection theory on walking on uneven ground and some tips for that:
- Keep the ankles active
- Relax the hips
- Bend the knees slightly
When this is done properly it should feel like walking talks no effort.
I also did a big on climbing stairs:
- Center the weight on the leg stepping up
- Keep everything controlled and centered while stepping up
Finally, in terms of relief, the only exercise that really helped when my menicus was hurting was the Gentle Knee Spacer exercise in this post.
Nothing else really helps, what surprised me is that the foot scrape actually caused pain.
I still haven’t figured out how to sleep on my side safely, but my intuition tells me that I need to build up more muscles in the legs.