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From New York to Austin: Dance Practice
I found some cool walls in NYC and decided to do some footwork practice
- Like it switching footwork and rhythm
- Could work on integrating body movement more, play with isolation and connected movement
- Could work on integrating elements like the spin more seamlessly
- Practice without music is nice cuz you make your own beat!
Then I practiced in a store window on the street. You can see a guy in blue recording me in the background!
- Great isolation
- Need to work connection area around the hips (feel like the movement ends)
Next, I flew to Austin, Texas. I found this cool industrial area where they had not developed anything yet.
- It’s really nice to play with the movement
- I need to work on moving my whole body together then isolating
- Specifically need to connect and incorporate the hips more
Then my sister and I were at a club and I practiced some dancing.
- Felt self-conscious in the club, could have slowed down and played with the movement more
- People in Austin are crazy…why is that girl stealing my spotlight??? LOL.
- Really like the waving and smoother movements. Would have liked to see that lower down with the legs and hips instead of strict footwork.
- Dancing to music is hard, need to feel it out.
Coaching Session 11/18 VOD Review Part 2
Initial Reflections:
- Silence makes me feel anxious
- Flippant responses feel forced
- Would it be artificial or fake to decrease the length of the silence? I like the silences but not how long they go on.
- My hair looks goofy
- I feel annoyed by my laughing, feels nervous
- There is something comforting about this conversation
- There is something valuable here without any editing
- I do feel antsy everytime there is a long pause
- I really hate my laughter
- I really take some time to get to the point, should I cut it down?
- Urgh at the drill sargent ifs stuff I feel like it is dragging on, I’m getting bored
- I think I can just do some initial cuts and ask Brandon to approve them
Responding in the coaching mindset:
- Good! Also we can always get rid of some silence if we need to.
- Maybe there is a way to edit the flippant responses to make them more genuine
- No this is our video, we do what we want with it. Sometimes you can get the gist of the silence without keeping the entire thing
- Goofy is good!
- It’s ok to be nervous. Maybe we can reduce the laughter? Sometimes we gotta risk laughing.
- Hell yea
- Yes, the editing is just to create a curated experience
- We can reduce the silence
- We can reduce if needed
- Sometimes its ok to take a long time to get to the point. Part of the discovery feeling.
- We can entirely cut out portions we don’t like. We can cut a part out and keep trimming it until it makes sense.
- Sounds good to me. We can also ask him for parts we are really not sure about.
Valorant 31: Class in Session – Unit 1 Day 1
UNIT 1: VOD Review | Day 1 – TenZ
Exercise: Imitate Tenz and imagine I am him
Lessons learned:
- I’m exhausted – fell asleep for a long time after watching and imitating for a short period of time
- Knife to gun transition – keeping knife out until dangerous angles, then switch to gun or do a jump peak while switching if no room
- Hold for peeks – clear where they might peek, not where they might be, continue to hold it or switch to another angle they can push you from
- Set graphics to low
- Don’t push smokes unless with flashes or off of someone else’s contact
- Spray with good spray control – pulling down
- Fall after spraying to reload
- Jiggle if holding close to an angle
- Warm up at the start of each round by flicking onto teammate heads
In game what I did very successfully:
- Spamming through smokes – I got many headshots through the smoke
- Holding peekable angles – I felt I got a lot more intentional to where I was staring
- Holding off angles when watching for the flank (specifically I utilized the place Tenz hid on Pearl in the first round to get kills
- Being more intentional of when the knife is out, I rarely got caught out with my knife. I figured out how much time it takes to pull out the gun, and I always timed it so that I pulled out my gun before peeking anything.
What I can improve on:
- Pulling out the knife more often when I know no one is close
- Spam more boxes
- Utilizing jump peeking more
- Making sure my peeks are still tight and clean and fast
- Being much more focused on holding specific peeks when slowly scaling up
To Love and Lose Love 2
I was feeling extraordinary pain in my heart because everywhere I look, everything from TV Shows to notification sounds reminded me so much of her, and I was hit by the realization I may NEVER talk or hear from her again. I may never laugh and smile at something she sent me. I may never be able to tell her something exciting from my life, may never joke around and have fun together.
It was so painful I did a “shamanic journey” meditation in order to connect with my feelings and try to grow from the deep excruciating pain that I feel from losing her. Here are the steps:
- Turn on shamanic drumming music
- Lay down and close your eyes
- Imagine a room in your mind’s eye
- Go down from the room into your heart
- Meet with the different parts of yourself and ask your questions
My internal landscape was all storm and hard edges. I asked, “How do I deal with this pain? How do I deal with the overwhelmingly painful feelings I feel whenever something reminds me of her? How do I even go on with my life?”
I received the answer: Many things in life I actually put on hold because she took up so much of my life. I can focus on those things. To name a few:
- Singing – she hated that
- Drawing – I was too busy with work and thinking about her to work on it
- My business with my sister – Again too busy
- Valorant – Too busy again
- Making other friends – I didn’t care about anyone else
Then I was filled with despair. “What if I forget her? I loved her with all my heart and cherish so many happy memories that I’m not ready to let go of yet.”
I received the answer: There are still many, many things that remind me of her, and all of our happy memories. She will always be with me in a way. I can always turn to those things to remind me of her even if it is painful.
Workpost 83: Making a Gaming Video
Need to shoot a gaming video today
- “I got a bit of a dilemma”
- “This is my Valorant jacket. I got it when I watched the world championship in LA a year ago. I love playing Valorant.”
- “But this is the 21 day youtuber challenge”
- “I’ve yet to figure out how to connect those two passions together. But that changes today”
- “Hi everyone, my name is Jack, and this in the Youtuber challenge, the challenge where I post a video everyday, working not for views, but for the love of making videos”
- “There are a bunch of things I’m super passionate about, but haven’t figured out how to connect to a Youtube video yet. And one of those things is gaming.”
- “But here’s my problem with gaming. I like playing alone, I don’t like talking while I’m gaming, but I do feel like there are certain things I like to share after the game is done.”
- “Here is the plan. I have fun gaming. In between, I’ll do a little bit of journaling, and afterwards, I’ll just edit a video that is fun for me”
Drafting out My Disclaimer
Intro goal:
- Create a disclaimer for my hot takes channel
- Make people understand why I’m doing what I’m doing
- Make it ok for people to disagree and debate
It is important to talk about controversial issues because controversial issues are controversial because they are important issues. I have strong opinions and will say exactly what I mean and be very direct. I am not an expert on everything. I can be wrong and you can disagree with me. I might also change my mind, this is just what I believe right now.
Outro goal:
- Get them thinking deeper
- Get engagement
What came up for you during this video? What is your hot take? Add to the conversation in the comments sections below. I read everything.