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Feeling Awful Waking Up
Yesterday, I went to bed late. I didn’t want to wake up the next day.
Today was the next day. And it sucked. Just like I had feared. I was tired. I was stressed. I was an hour late to a meeting that was at 8AM.
Today I wanted to find a new solution. I want to find a different way to look at things. And I think I found it.
Here are the key parts of my new mindset:
- Think about how much money I want to make today from 0 to about $500. Think about what projects I want to work on that will be worth that much.
- Think about how I want to increase the value of the company I am contracted to – so I can have a success story and be paid more.
- Take care of myself. Make tea, go for a walk.
- Go to a nice place to work, go through my to do list. Create my workpost for the day.
If work is demanded early without having time to prepare, compensate myself an hour. Then bring blankets and other comfy things to my chair to make myself comfy and allow myself to wake up slowly.
Recap Video Ideas
This is a recap of an exercise I did a few weeks ago. I was watching a ThinkMedia youtube video about how to succeed at youtube. He went through and exercise looking at 3 things in this order: passion, proficiency, and profit.
Basically, he said to make a list of all the things that you are passionate about, either things you like or things you hate, and things you do even if you weren’t getting paid to do it.
My list was:
- Making money
- Finding leverage
- Valorant
- Corporate life (hate)
- Coaching
- Challenges
- Superhuman abilities
- Graphic novels
- Children’s books, fantasy
- Health
- AI
- Surface level thinking (hate)
Then, he said to take that list of things and think about what we have at least 1 year of proficiency in, where we have been doing that thing semi-successfully. So I narrowed down my list to:
- Making money
- Valorant
- Feeling stuck in life
- Deeper thinking
- Coaching
- Health
- AI
Then, he said to narrow down that further into things that we could build an audience around, something people need or would want to buy. Here was my list:
- How to get started with a business
- How to aim
- How to get unstuck in life
- How to unlock your potential
- How to repair your body
- How to use AI to improve your life
I don’t know if I have any interest pursuing youtube in this way, but it was an interesting exercise to reflect on.

League Challenge Rough Cut
Like
- Love the energy throughout
- Love the beginning
- Love the day title cards
Work On?
- Maybe more music that is different
- Try to make it more clear that it was the first game
- Maybe make it more clear what is happened? (I’m the guy with the green highlight, screen turns dark, I’m dead)
- Maybe explain my strategies in improving in league more? (Practice tool)
- Maybe explain how league works more? (Explain mini games)
- Break up the footage or shorten it more, might be slow at times.
- Maybe explain that it was a two day challenge earlier?
Specifics
- 0:05 better grade
- 0:19 better grade, harder cutting
- 0:32 harder cutting, feels slow
- 0:53 timing feels off, out of sync with music
- 1:41 great energy but need something to transition better
- 8:30 more kinetic editing on final words
- 2:48 need to fade sound out from voice to cut off extra words
Thoughts
- Need to draw inspiration from other league youtubers who post highlights (maybe Professor Akali?)
- Take a step back, and work on something else for a bit, maybe my business idea. Need some time away to see what I want to do next clearly.
- Get specific feedback from multiple people.
Gameplan
Overall, I feel like this is an excellent rough cut, great pacing and energy but it lacks polish.
To work on the polish I will:
- Break down portions I need to work on and split them out to perfect them
- Work with my brother or someone else by my side in order to make it easier
Dancing With Posture and Other Things to Try
I just checked out this video from a channel my dance teacher recommended and it’s literally soo good.
Here are some of the concepts I’m taking from this:
- I need to stand up much straighter and play with the levels more, instead of being hunched and looking at the floor.
- I need to work on seeing where the movement goes, let the movement keep going, follow where it goes.
- Start with the most comfortable posture, then develop from there.
- I always am told to imagine the story but its hard for me, because I’m imagining MYSELF
- I think what will work for me is imagining the world or space I’m IN (instead of visualizing myself, I visualize an imaginary box I’m in, imaginary walls).
- I can also try visualizing the “gesture” of the move (kind of like a drawing gesture).
Nothing to add here. Exercises are AMAZING for musicality:
- Dance to music with your fingers
- Dance to music with very small movements
- Dance with full movements
Valorant 31: Class in Session – Unit 1 Day 1
UNIT 1: VOD Review | Day 1 – TenZ
Exercise: Imitate Tenz and imagine I am him
Lessons learned:
- I’m exhausted – fell asleep for a long time after watching and imitating for a short period of time
- Knife to gun transition – keeping knife out until dangerous angles, then switch to gun or do a jump peak while switching if no room
- Hold for peeks – clear where they might peek, not where they might be, continue to hold it or switch to another angle they can push you from
- Set graphics to low
- Don’t push smokes unless with flashes or off of someone else’s contact
- Spray with good spray control – pulling down
- Fall after spraying to reload
- Jiggle if holding close to an angle
- Warm up at the start of each round by flicking onto teammate heads
In game what I did very successfully:
- Spamming through smokes – I got many headshots through the smoke
- Holding peekable angles – I felt I got a lot more intentional to where I was staring
- Holding off angles when watching for the flank (specifically I utilized the place Tenz hid on Pearl in the first round to get kills
- Being more intentional of when the knife is out, I rarely got caught out with my knife. I figured out how much time it takes to pull out the gun, and I always timed it so that I pulled out my gun before peeking anything.
What I can improve on:
- Pulling out the knife more often when I know no one is close
- Spam more boxes
- Utilizing jump peeking more
- Making sure my peeks are still tight and clean and fast
- Being much more focused on holding specific peeks when slowly scaling up
Valorant 34: Deathmatch
My initial attempt at deathmatch:
Watching Tenz’s deathmatch
Some reflections:
- I’m not back at deathmatch at all
- I need to get better at flicking
- Tenz tries to micro adjust to one tap, strafes for 1-3 shots then crouch sprays
- Takes more time on the people who arent looking at him
My second attempt:
Its much better, but I do feel more pain in my finger from the pressing the mouse and it my biceps.
Some more thoughts:
- Add more movement into the aiming to make it more smooth
- Flick faster
- Work on using less force when pressing the shoot button
Some thoughts:
- I definitely have a really good feel for DM and my mechanics are fairly good
- I can use DM to practice thinking about angle advantage
- Tenz is calmer, moves a little slower and intentionally moves crosshair to hold specific angles instead of swinging everything
- I need to keep a focused crosshair on one area unless I’m swinging
- Think of everything as holding angles, even swinging, you are swinging to hold another angle