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Workpost 26: My Way
My Way
Anger in my heart
Ripping tearing
Destroy all the people
Who don’t understand me
Who want to tell me what to do
What I’m worth
I hate them all
With every fiber of my being
If I could burn their existence and wipe them from the planet I would
I’m so tired of fighting
I’m so tired of having to rely on others to do what I want to do
I’m so tired
I feel hopeless sometimes
Like there is no way out of this horrid existence
Where I am trapped
I breathed and breathed
And in the breath
I remembered
That I don’t need to let anyone control me
Only one person can live my life
No one else can touch me
They can’t hurt me and they can’t control me
I can do things my way
I did a little IFS therapy on myself and here are the parts that came up:
- Black Hatred: This is a protector of some sort that prevents other people from taking me off course of what I want to do. It does this through extreme anger against people who don’t understand me and box me into what they feel my limitations are.
- Mind Reader: The mind reader is always calculating what other people want in order to prevent the painful feelings around rejection and failure.
I reminded Black Hatred that I am 31 years old and he no longer needs to protect me since no one has any hold over me anymore. I can do whatever I want to do. I promised him that I will remain true to myself.
I reminded Mind Reader that I am 31 and I am fully capable with dealing with failure, and that at my age, failure helps keep the boredom away. I promised him that I will take care of myself and give myself time, space, comfort, and support.
Workpost 52: Exhausted
I’m so tired from being sleep-deprived for a few days now.
Today I want to focus on a couple of things:
- Completing all the hours of work I want to get done
- Focusing on my health
- Get screws from Home Depot
Matches 3: Tired
Results from day 3 while tired and a little stressed.
Match 1
Reflections:
- My mind is kind of sluggish, but this way of working where I’m warming up, then taking breaks to walk is genuinely very relaxing. I don’t feel tired at all from the work.
Result Calculation:
- How much do I think this work is worth? I feel this work was worth less maybe $100. I feel like there were some programmer heavy tasks in here but not a huge amount was accomplished.
- How difficult intellectually was this work from 1-10? I’d say this work was middling difficulty. Maybe around a 4. It was deceptively simple in the sense that it’s very basic information added, but takes a bit of thinking.
- What percentile do I place this work in terms of innovation? 5%. Not very innovative, business as usual.
- Gains in communication and charisma? Fair gains in communication and charisma, it is amazing to be able to show some of the information that I exposed in the data.
Match 2
Reflections:
- I tried to do some chess as a mental warmup, but I feel like it left me drained, perhaps next time as a mental warmup, I can try playing chess for creativity not for the win
- Overall I felt my energy draining in this match. I felt pretty tired.
- I did some extra work after the match and I feel pretty tired. I felt I needed to squeeze that extra bit out.
Result Calculation:
- How much do I think this work is worth? $120. It was pretty not special, some of the work I did programmatically could have been done by someone very cheap, but overall I ran tests that required a lot of deep level troubleshooting that is not easy.
- How difficult intellectually was this work from 1-10? 6-7. It was debugging which can be extremely difficult, especially for someone who doesn’t know my code.
- What percentile do I place this work in terms of innovation? 5% I don’t know if anything got innovated here.
- Gains in communication and charisma? Good gains, gets me much closer to the final goal of presenting results.
Match 3
Reflections:
- Focused a lot on thinking smart not hard
- I noticed that taking a break is important, staying on the train of thought only makes you want to choose the easiest path, not the most intelligent
- Changed work time to 15 minutes
- Still need to let go of going fast in the warmup
- Like to dance on the breaks
Result Calculation:
- How much do I think this work is worth? $150. I was able to output results which is worth a ton, but to just hire someone to do this step, it’s probably less money. There was a lot of data and data manipulation involved as well as some troubleshooting.
- How difficult intellectually was this work from 1-10? The output file is quite complex. I give it a 7 in intellectual difficulty. Not achievable by people of lower intelligence, but easy for people of high intelligence.
- What percentile do I place this work in terms of innovation? 10% Not much was innovative, the data is quite interesting though.
- Gains in communication and charisma? I laid the groundwork for much better result communication, I think it was great.
Workpost 36: Satisfied
I feel tired today. Back is stiff. Eyes are blurry. Fatigue racks my body.
At least today, I tried to nap and relax in the morning. Will, try to continue today.
My goal is to feel satisfied enough by the end of the end so when I enforce strict bedtime at 11PM, I will feel good about it.
AI Consulting Day 3/21
Here are some more ideas furnished by Claude:
I have a business called epiphany AI group. It’s main aim is to take a business that has the potential to move humanity forwards and removes it’s blocks. I want to develop some questions, exercises, and processes that help me get into the right consulting mindset that is in line with my company with the sense of anything is possible, positivity, seeking innovation, and purpose. brainstorm some ideas for me
Thank you for sharing about your business, Epiphany AI Group. It sounds like an innovative approach to consulting with a focus on transformative potential. Here are some ideas for questions, exercises, and processes to help you get into the right consulting mindset aligned with your company’s values:
Questions:
- What would this business look like if all limitations were removed?
- How can we reframe perceived obstacles as opportunities?
- What emerging technologies or trends could revolutionize this industry?
- If we were to start from scratch today, how would we design this business?
- What’s the most audacious goal this company could set for itself?
Exercises:
- Reverse Brainstorming: Identify ways to make the business fail, then reverse these ideas.
- Future Retrospective: Imagine it’s 5 years from now and the company has achieved incredible success. What steps did we take to get there?
- Random Word Association: Choose a random word and find ways to connect it to the business, sparking innovative ideas.
- Mindfulness Meditation: Practice mindfulness to clear your mind before consulting sessions.
- Empathy Mapping: Create detailed empathy maps for various stakeholders to gain new perspectives.
Processes:
- “Moonshot Thinking” Sessions: Regular brainstorming focused on game-changing ideas.
- Innovation Pipeline: Develop a systematic approach to capture, evaluate, and implement new ideas.
- Cross-Industry Inspiration: Regularly explore innovations in unrelated industries for fresh perspectives.
- Purposeful Reflection: Schedule time to align business strategies with broader humanitarian goals.
- Constraint Removal Exercise: Systematically identify and challenge assumed constraints in the business model.
Would you like me to elaborate on any of these ideas or explore a specific area further?
can you explain empathy mapping?
Certainly, I’d be happy to explain empathy mapping.
Empathy mapping is a collaborative visualization tool used to gain a deeper understanding of a stakeholder’s (often a customer’s or user’s) experience. It’s designed to help teams better understand the needs, thoughts, feelings, and motivations of the people they’re designing for or working with. This process encourages teams to consider a person’s complete experience, going beyond just their obvious actions or statements.
A typical empathy map is divided into four quadrants, each representing a different aspect of a person’s experience:
- Says: What the person says out loud in an interview or during an observed experience.
- Thinks: What the person might be thinking but not explicitly saying.
- Does: The actions and behaviors the person takes.
- Feels: The emotions the person might be feeling.
Additionally, two more sections are often added: 5. Pains: Frustrations, obstacles, or risks the person experiences. 6. Gains: Wants, needs, hopes and dreams of the person.
To create an empathy map:
- Define the user or stakeholder you’re mapping.
- Gather data through interviews, observations, or existing research.
- Fill in each section of the map with relevant insights.
- Review the map as a team to identify patterns and generate insights.
In the context of your business, Epiphany AI Group, you might use empathy mapping to:
- Understand the mindset of business leaders you’re consulting for.
- Explore the perspectives of various stakeholders within a client’s organization.
- Gain insights into the end-users or customers of your client’s products or services.
By using empathy mapping, you can uncover hidden needs, motivations, and pain points that might not be immediately obvious. This can lead to more innovative and effective solutions, aligning well with your company’s goal of removing blocks and moving humanity forward.
Would you like more information on how to implement empathy mapping in your consulting process?
Some more ideas that I came up with:
What customer do I want to fall in love with
Meditate for the answer
Write a time capsule
Body exercise emotion from motion
I don’t let my mind run me I let my heart and soul run me
I felt that something was missing today. I felt like I has a lot of pieces of the puzzle, but I was missing something from stitching the whole thing together.
I realized that the thing I cannot lose sight of, that will help create boundaries and structure for the project is to remind myself what the deliverables are:
- Create a working funnel where money goes in -> money comes out
- Create the “rulebook” that will allow anyone run the funnel
- Set up the funnel
With that in mind, here is the timeline:
- Week 1: Create the Future Package
- Goal: Create a package of branding, website, mission and vision, and other visuals and documents that can bring me and anyone else into the correct future
- Week 2: Create the Recruitment Package
- Goal: Create a leads magnet that can get attract a buttload of leads and sell the future
- Week 3: Create a Conversion Package
- Goal: Create an offer that will allow us to incorporate our customers into the future
- Week 4: Execute and innovate
- Goal: automate, innovate, and make the process more fun, optimized and exciting
Workpost 54: Processing More Emotions
I feel strongly that my client will not value the work that I did.
I feel that he will say, “yea is this what you’ve been spending all your time on??? This is not what we need”. Then I will feel frustrated because it IS what we need.
I feel unseen, underappreciated, and misunderstood.
I feel uncomfortable in this room with someone else on the phone. I feel watched, judged, and disliked.
I am now realizing this is a time that I can let go of taking responsibility for others emotions. I can have faith in their abilities to process feelings themselves.
I’m feel numb buzzing fear in my heart and stomach. I feel a little trapped in my shoulders from feeling watched.
Maybe this guy is friendly, both of us clearly like to work. We are both trying to get something done. Maybe this is a warm environment after all.
Reframe: I get to work with people near me, I can get a little sense of community without having to talk
I worry about him being uncomfortable walking behind him or listening to his calls.
I feel fear in my stomach and trapped in my shoulders. I feel I am not safe.
Maybe his calls can motivate me to work on my stuff. I feel rejected, pain in my heart, fear of rejection.
Chase rejection, it will set you free.
With the feeling for my client, I feel deep painful fear in my heart and stomach. I feel a fear of rejection again.
Reframe: if I have a fear of being misunderstood, I can take this time to understand myself.
What I do is important because clarity will give a lot of direction and power to everything you do. Noone like to buy a confused product from a confused company with confused founders. Noone is passionate about a product that isn’t clear in its purpose with a company that isn’t clear on it’s purpose.
I want to be excited about this product and company. Excitement and passionate is the lever arm for work.
Inspiration is the lever arm for creativity. Purpose is the lever arm for fulfillment. Branding is the lever arm for product value. Vision is the lever arm for decision making.