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Workpost 34: Refocusing
My eyes hurt. I feel tired. My face is numb and buzzing. I feel heat and buzzing up my back. I feel like I pulled an all niter when I haven’t.
Today is the time when we learn how to be successful while taking care of ourself.
This is the challenge that is brought before us today.
I’m going to be drinking lots and lots of water.
I plan on practicing some tai chi.
I want to focus my attention on the very specific work that I need to do, and just relax afterwards.
By relaxing I mean, refuse to look at my todolist until I feel desire to. Go to the gym, drink water, do art therapy.
P.S. One note I want to make is that I remembered the point of these posts, to help do the hard work to achieve what I want, to be the person I want to be. The stepping stones to greatness.
Today I Search for the Simple Answers
I walk the way of water
Of scribbles on a paper
A simple job well done
The path isn’t clear for the weary
To find your place home
I search for my slice of Eden
Workpost 7: New AI Consulting Plan
Okok. After working on my AI Consulting Plan for a few days, something is really fucking clear to me (excuse my French).
I need more than 10 days to make a name for myself. I am going to need 3 months. Videos are the absolute best way to make a name for myself. However, videos take absolutely forever to create.
So let us give us enough time to make them.
Goal: Be known, give preview of consulting
UNIT ONE (1 month): Build a crowd who will engage with anything I put out
- Shoot 3 simple videos
- Shoot 3 complex videos
- Write 6 LinkedIn posts
- Involve people every step of the way
UNIT TWO (1 month): Get people to start reaching out to me with AI questions
- Create reaction videos to comments
- Create videos based off on comments
UNIT THREE 1 month): Get big enough following to invite famous people on my videos
- Figure out the platform I can get big on
- Post on it consistantly
BONUS (1 day): Look for automation/outsourcing, try to make as low effort as possible
Ok let’s dive in deeper.
UNIT ONE (1 month ends March 22nd)
- Planning and setting up artifacts for videos (10 days ends March 2nd)
- Executing, shooting and editing (10 days ends March 12th)
- Feedback and editing for bigger videos (10 days ends March 22nd)
And even deeper….
UNIT ONE | Part 1 Planning and setting up artifacts for videos (10 days ends March 2nd)
- Create plans for each of the videos (4 days ends Feb 25th)
- What videos I want to shoot (already done)
- What those videos will look like in the intro (partly done)
- What clips I need
- What research I need
- Who I need to talk to
- When I need it by – figure out shooting schedule
- How to break down each of the ideas into smaller content
- Figure out how to shoot each video (3 days ends Feb 28th)
- Break down as much of the video as I can
- If needed, come up with an imaginary best case scenario story just to know what shots I need
- Solidify shooting schedule
- Reach out to the people I need to reach out to
- Shoot preliminary non-essential parts of video (3 days ends March 2nd)
- Shoot any part that I can that don’t require other people
- Essentially get started with filming
Workpost 62: Processing Frustration
“This is gonna be harsh, but you aren’t a model”
“If you’re deadset on using yourself”
“I think you’re not adding very much by being in there”
“You seem robotic”
Anger, frustration, feeling misunderstood, feeling hurt.
I feel pain and cracks in my heart like cracked glass.
I don’t think my looks matter on an ad. I don’t even think being robotic matters. I think the message is what matters the most. Also, I feel I’m plenty relaxed and attractive for the ad to work.
Processing the emotions I feel that maybe different people value looks and appearance on different levels. I value the message because I know that definitely works. Others might value looks and performance more. Some people also might be turned off by my demeanor or my appearance, but that has more to do with them than me.
I also feel the difficulty processing how I feel about myself on camera.
I don’t feel the camera captures me in the best light. I see a lot of flaws.
I feel a clenching in my heart, neck, and stomach.
I feel too skinny and small, my face too pudgy and soft looking, my nose not enough definition.
Processing it further, I understand that I’m not done growing, everyday I can work to become healthier, stronger, and more attractive. Also, I accept the way I look in the camera like I accept my art. Instead of thinking of how other people look, I want to let myself look the way I want to look. Like letting the art be what it wants to be. There is something charming and right about how I look exactly as I am, imperfect me.
I want to live a full life, and worrying about how I look on camera is not what I want. I want to spend my time and energy building my business and I KNOW I can do that with videos of myself.
The next thing I want to process is how unproductive and lethargic I feel in my apartment. I don’t even want to get out of the apartment to work.
The first thing I noticed is that the apartment is a bit hot and the oxygen feels much thinner in here. I turned up the AC, put my standing desk up to standing and drank some cold water.
There is also an emotional part of this. I feel safe here. The outside world feels unsafe with unsafe people and lots of unsafe places.
It feels like a light buzzing numbing fear in my chest and stomach.
I feel like a good cleaning of the apartment can help.
Tidying and clearing out the mental baggage.
A great thing that standing desks allow for is pacing and I’m going to take advantage of that.
It’s interesting. Being at the standing desk feels the same way as leaving the apartment feels. Less cozy and comfy. More open, free, unknown, and some low level buzz of anxiety.
It almost feels like morning vs night where night is full of comfort and imagination and mornings feel more energetic and open but devoid of magic.
It almost feels like emptiness. When emotionally processing that, I feel from space comes peace, comes inspiration.
After spending more time emotionally processing this, I have a couple idea of what I can use to reframe going outside, leaving, standing at my desk and going to the gym from empty to more meaningful:
- My coaching mindset:
- You’re in my house
- Take risks
- Be comfortable in silence
- Take your time
- Make the impossible possible
- Taoist productivity
- Focus on one thing only
- Do it until you feel empty
One more thing today, I was confused on how to work with my blog and my to do list together as they sort of fill in the same needs. They both help me get structure and work through issues.
What I decided is that I’m going to use my to do list as a mental dump and use it to organize my thoughts. If any part of those parts, I want to work through in a workspace, I will combine the necessary elements together, cross them all out and transfer to my blog to work out.
I now have 3 forms of organization:
- To do list – braindump and prioritization tool
- Blog – workspace
- Calendar – time planning tool, reminder for future tasks
Overlapping areas:
- Takeaways from prioritization or working out prioritization can be a overlap of blog and to do list
- Long terms tasks can be overlap from calendar and to do list
- Calendar event and work can be overlap between blog and calendar
- Large tasks can be overlap from to do list and blog
Current thoughts about order of operations:
- Journaling in blog
- To do list forming and prioritizaiton
- Long tasks added to calendar
- Add more to journal if needed
- Follow to do list, clumping and converting to blog as needed
UNIT TWO: Processing pain + work (day 3)
It was really easy to write in my notebook about my AI game.
Perhaps it will get harder when I actually try to code it.
I came up with the basic architectures.
Super Basic MVP Stack
- Streamlit
- Python vector db
- Free MySQL
Production Stack
- WordPress + NodeJS
- AWS
- VectorDB
- MySQL
I also came up with a bunch of mini challenges that will help me get to the Basic MVP done.
Goals for the MVP are:
- Determine the overall AI technologies needed
- Come up with estimated overhead to run the game
- Raise money/interest
Mini Challenges for MVP:
- Create and pull from vector databases in python
- Work on data structures:
- Story summary
- Last 3 transactions
- Story summary
- Main objective
- Geography
- Locations
- Lore
- Physical properties
- Characters
- Stats
- Age
- Race
- Health
- Strength: A character’s physical strength, such as how much they can lift or punch
- Dexterity: A character’s precision, agility, and nimbleness
- Constitution: A character’s physical fortitude, such as how well they resist damage and disease
- Intelligence: A character’s raw IQ and ability to learn
- Wisdom: A character’s spellcasting ability
- Charisma: A character’s spellcasting ability and saving throws
- Location
- Updates
- Backstory
- Stats
- NPCs
- Stats
- Location
- Backstory
- Motivation
- Relationship matrix
- Time
- Story summary
- Visibility mechanism (to see who gets to see and interact with a new transaction)
- Overall prompt
- Story summary mechanism
- Query past with locations and time
- Develop multi session chat in streamlit
- Teach LLM examples
- Battle
- Non standard battle
- Player enjoyment
- Plot armor
- Changing objective
- Map movement mechanics
Later development challenges:
- Explore invalid response resistance (create a way to repair responses)
- Explore cost-cutting and LLM selection
- Explore personality extraction (of NPC’s or characters)
- Explore context length restriction problem solving
Writing all this down I’ve come up with two steps moving forward:
- Even simpler MVP – completely prompt based
- After getting interest, develop simple MVP into NodeJS + frontend
- Then work on full final product
- Tool calls might be a gamechanger as well as vector databases
I’ve done it. I hit the wall of sinking dread, exhaustion, and boredom in this project.
I don’t want to create a DND game focused on storytelling with AI. AI just isn’t good enough, masterful enough, creative enough to create a rich world.
I want to focus on creating a game similar to the games I always wanted to create, focused on strategy and cool mechanics based in a system that allows for infinite creativity.
I need to create a system that builds a reality, not tells a story, and lets the player interface with it in a seamless way.
That means I’m adding a challenge:
- Think about how to allow for the user to have multiple inputs
- Speech – what your character says
- Action – what your character attempts to do
- Question – what you want to ask the DM
- Separate the types of responses
- Speech and actions get translated into story
- Questions are responded to
- Think of how to use fewer words and show more
- Character sheet
- Map
- Voice input and output
Also, I take back what I said, I can make a game on LLMs that tells a story, even though the thought of it makes me queasy in my chest for some reason.
I have then the challenges related to storywriting:
- Franklin’s elements of a story
- Dialog
- Emotion
- Character development and growth
Workpost 39: Making the Most of It
This morning I had a very slow start. Seems to be the same for a lot of days.
I really really focused on the idea that everything could be turned into an advantage. And today, I realized that the reason why I have slow starts is because my stomach burns, aches, and has gnawing empty pain. It is so bad, it is hard to focus and feel motivated to work.
The opportunity this morning is to devise some techniques to help with my stomach and be able to test it with the worst possible conditions. In other words, if the techniques work now, they will work anytime.
I tried this video first, and it was pretty helpful.
Then I tried this video which was helpful, but too boring to finish:
Finally, I tried drinking hot tea, which seemed to help some as well.’
And then, even though my stomach starting feeling better, I ran into another problem with avengance.
This problem was simple. Absolutely no motivation to do anything, being that I still felt tired and overwhelmed. Instead, I wanted to play games and watch tv shows.
I’m going to take the same approach here: use this as an opportunity to test out some new ideas with productivity.
So I have many many techniques in this area already, but I want to innovate further today in a different direction instead of meditation, letting go, focus, etc.
I want to look at why, even in my overwhelmed state, do I want to play Valorant and Fallout Shelter, and how I can fundamentally apply the same things to the things I want to do.
Things I Want To Do
- Consulting work
- Linkedin posts
- Coaching work
- Working out
Before I forget, here are some additional mindsets I can add the useful pile:
- Walking to vent stress, find peace, ask tough questions, get answers
- Workpost is to innovate something
Main Reasons Why I Want to Play Valorant
- Can work on a specific skill like aim, movement, gamesense
- Want to level up really quick and be a top player
- Inspired by demon1, tenz, oxy, and aspas – want to be the best as well
- Like working with a team, getting clutch plays off, good vibes
Main Reasons Why I Want to Play Fallout Shelter
- Get control of my vault
- Satisfaction in optimizing my vault
- Satisfaction in leveling people up, and getting new weapons
Why It Is difficult to get the same feeling with work?
- There is no specific simple skill to work on
- Nothing I want to level up in
- No one to inspire me
- No team to work with
- Don’t feel in complete ownership of the project
- In a hurry to get it done
What skills am I excited want to work on in terms of work?
- Faster problem solving skills
- Intuition + precise logic for accurate but rapid decision making
- Ability to think deeper with less effort
- Memory and recall with less energy
What do I want to level up in terms of rank?
- Money
- Intellect
- Thought leadership
- Communication and charisma
Who do I draw inspiration from?
- Elon Musk
- Alex Hormozi
- Khalid Sharara
How might I work off my team more?
- Showing off the results of my work
How might I feel more in control of my work?
- Understand that charisma, leadership are part of what I need to own and protect my work, just because there are other players involved doesn’t mean I don’t own it
Using all this information, I want to develop a unit of work, called a “game” or “match” to simulate what I do in Valorant. In Valorant you play a match with a clear objective, and you warm up before the game, and take breaks after the game.
Game Structure
Warmup: 15 minutes
Use to do list, practice one skill at a time:
- Faster problem solving/solution creation skills
- Intuition + precise logic for accurate but rapid decision making
- Ability to think deeper with less effort
- Memory and recall with less energy
Main game: 45 minutes
Fights:
Capture questions and answers.
Level up in:
- Money
- Intellect
- Thought leadership
- Communication and charisma
Result Calculation:
- How much do I think this work is worth?
- How difficult intellectually was this work from 1-10?
- What percentile do I place this work in terms of innovation?
- Gains in communication and charisma?