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Workpost 65: Work life balance
My girlfriend is leaving soon and I want to focus on her and the relationship.
I have a pretty good work system set up, but I’m not sure how to balance work with time with her.
I think the answer is just to wake up early, plan out my day and do as much breakdown as I can, then work while she is next to me in the couch reading, and if not just work during the morning.
Workpost 73: Progress
I am trying some new things out to update my routines and actions from the last post.
- My morning routine: short walk outside. No computer or phone until I walk outside and get some good sun exposure.
- My reset. If I feel overwhelmed, take a shower or go into my closet.
- Practicing the transition from my chair to my door: I’m going to mark a tally on my “Active Life” tracker calendar (shout out to my girlfriend <3).

In trying out this new “Active Life” tracker, I decided the following today after trying it out today:
- I will leave the apartment as many times as I can
- If I feel tired and want to sleep, I can just go to the gym and come back after
- If I want to play Valorant or doomscroll, I can go out, do some quick work, then come back and go on my phone
I’m also proud of myself for doing some sketching today in the “woodcut” style that I plan to use for my business card.

I like it a lot but I want to continue on working on making it more clean like this:

Some thoughts:
- It helps to look at a photo reference
- Might help to sketch out a design beforehand
- Need a harder brush (sharper edges) for the image
Now it’s time to plan my day and look at yesterday’s questions.
- What am I going to do about my art coaching and AI gaming companies?
- Am I behind schedule and if so what do I do about it? Yes, I am behind schedule. I think what I need to do about it is that I want to focus more on the business side of things. For coaching that means finding clients and for AI gaming I’m not sure yet. Either way, I need to start figuring out what it looks like to run the business.
- Should I extend the schedule? Maybe a little, but at the moment no.
- Am I losing money? Yes, but this is something I want to do and get better at. The best thing to do for me is to not to have a gameplan, just run with what I have until the money runs out. Perhaps I could also try to find a business partner or something to level up to the next step or collaborate with my current business partner more.
- How do I get out of my procrastination phase and get working? Leaving the apartment more. Doing a deep clean of my apartment.
- What do I do about my art coaching website? Create a powerpoint for it, create a basic website.
- How do I get everything done in such a short period of time? I don’t need to. I failed at section one of the business, but that’s ok. Failure = growth. I learned that not taking faster action to get to sales doesn’t work as well. Maybe I need to get more people involved to help me or to just bounce ideas off of.
- Should I start registering for fairs? Yes most definitely, also think more about what I can give away.
- Should I pay someone to design the website for me? I absolutely could, it probably is a very good idea.
- How am I going to get the motivation to start drawing? How do I start drawing consistently? I need to find the joy in just creating this new art style.
- How do I start going to the gym and working outside the apartment consistently? Through my “Active Life” tracker! And from being the hero, and valuing my body as a temple. And by leaving the apartment every time I want to do something unhealthy (going outside, then coming back and gaming etc.)
- How will I start cooking again and cleaning up my apartment? Where will I find the time? We can do it piece by piece, we also don’t need to cook immediately, just work on it slowly.
- How will I prepare for the next week of work? How do I balance my other businesses? I should focus work on Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays for a specific time period (8-5). Then trust in the process. If I leave the apartment a lot, things will get done on all fronts.
- When will I continue to work on my Javascript projects? What is the breakdown between AI work time and coaching work time. Not sure, we have a couple of options. We can focus on coaching, switch gears to AI therapist (as greater chances of monitization), or try to create a release schedule. Or forget about getting something out as being a full stack dev would be pretty valuable and worthy skill on its own right.
Now to write some of the questions I have for tomorrow:
- How am I going to balance contract work with my businesses tomorrow?
- What can I do to make sure I get enough sleep for jiujitsu?
- What is the plan for getting customers for my businesses?
- Should I sign up for a consultation with a Fiverr coach for javascript? Should I work first to get an understanding of full stack?
- Should I start looking for someone to build my coaching website?
- What can I give away at the fairs?
- What is the next step for my woodcut art style? What is the plan for the business cards?
- When am I going to create my powerpoint for my coaching website outline?
I’m happy, I think two mentalities that are helping me are:
- Whenever I want to do something unhealthy or distracting (youtube, Valorant, etc.) first leave the apartment then do it when I come back. I usually get more done, are more in touch with my body and don’t feel the need to self medicate after.
- At the end of the day, imagine what I wished I got done, what would make me happy if I got done and turn those things into a list of questions to tackle and solve tomorrow.
UNIT TWO: Processing pain + work (day 2)
It’s 1 am in the morning and I feel tired.
When I think about drawing on my drawing tablet I feel overwhelmed high in my chest.
I feel really really scared that everything I do will be frustrating and not good or artistic.
Let me start with some inktober sketches.

What strikes me when I draw is that art for me, even just plain linework, is all about discovery, all about uncovering the truth or the world underneath the scribbles. It doesn’t matter if I don’t see the world at first, it emerges from within the shapes.

I mean this style is definitely me, I guess I worry that if I try to refine it, it will lose the liveliness in here. At the same time, I’m not sure I want the business card to be this messy and a part of my wants it to look more like a tarrot card. I imagined a swashbuckling kid with big aviator goggles and a bunch of dripping paint brushes.
Workpost 52: Logistics Done
So the groundwork is essentially laid for a lot of things.
I plan on investing $600 into the AI coaching business.
60% of revenue will go to my living expenses
10% will go business expenses
30% will be held in a high yield savings account for taxes
I plan on investing $5000 for the creation of the funnel for my art coaching business. It is already set aside for that purpose.
When I get to the 3 month mark (and I run my businesses full time) I will dip into the savings I have set aside in my emergency fund.
To make things simple, I just decided to funnel all business expenses through my AI coaching account. I will keep my coaching income a separate account.
AI Consulting Day 2/21
Here is what I decided today.
In order to succeed at the project I am currently working on, I need to focus on developing my business, get me into the right headspace of possibility, positivity, fun, innovation, and purpose.
I don’t need to develop anything external (website, logo) but I do need to develop tools and processes to get me into the right headspace.
Here are some original ideas:
- 7 whys to understand purpose
- Write a science fiction story of the role of the clients company in the future, write an origin story to the company
- Try to tell the science fiction with the brand, website, ads
- Design thinking – how might we solve X problem
- What does level 3 look like? What does level 1 and 2 look like?
- What problem are we solving for humanity?
- What crisis are we pushing the boundaries in?
- Mindmap – fill the whiteboard
- What games can we play with our employees?
- How can we make it fun for our clients?
Here is the main blueprint concept I am working with:
- Build the future: create home base to live in
- Brand
- Mission
- Vision
- Website
- Recruit more people for that future: I need you!
- Lead magnet
- Work together for the future: we build it together
- Offer
- Make it science fiction: push it past what is now
- Technology innovation
- Process innovation
Workspace 21: Be the Underdog
I’ve been thinking more about rejection and working through some of my thoughts with it.
I want people to validate me to feel confident being myself. But validation and confidence are completely different.
Confidence is all about being ok with not getting other’s approval and validation, being ok with not being the strongest, the smartest, the most attractive. I want to find a way to let go of seeking approval from everyone. That is seriously holding me back.
The first thing I realized is that I need to be clear about what I value outside of approval.
I love solving difficult problems. I love learning, growing, and improving myself. I love creating. I love meeting new people and connecting with those people on a deep level. I love consuming art and music, writing and dance.
Being rejected doesn’t stop me from pursuing those things. In fact, people who reject me might realize my path is one they admire and want to follow.
The second thing I realized is that I can use rejection as motivation. It’s just a challenge to my ego. It makes me stronger.
I don’t want anything handed to me. The hero has the slay the dragon. I want to be the underdog, and I strive for greatness.