Living at Low Elo With Alex Hormzi

I have no idea how I’m going to do this today but I’m going to try. I feel so shitty about myself right now. Maybe I’ll add another core belief.

Core Wound 1: I’m not good enough (attractive physically and personality-wise)

Evidence to the contrary (I am good enough):

• Sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror I think I look quite handsome
• With online dating when I took better photos, a lot of girls liked me
• When I was in college, I once hit on a girl who won a beauty pageant and she gave me her number, we flirted really hard for a few days but ended when her dad found out
• When I was in art class, one of my friends told me that when he asked a bunch of girls in our class whether they would choose me or this guy called Michael, they all chose me (and said the choice was obvious) even though Michael was taller (and better looking in my opinion).
• A really beautiful girl in college in my art class who I liked at first invited me to her apartment for dinner when we were flirting.

Core Wound 2: My emotions are not good and push people away

Evidence to the contrary (My emotions are good and bring people closer):

• Once I was mad at my mom and I wanted to stay mad at her, but instead, I told her I was sorry and that I didn’t mean it. She told me that she knew I didn’t mean it and it was so sad and sweet. Usually, my mom is really hard and unwilling to show emotion.
• I cried for the first time in a very long time recently and it helped me move on from a major heartbreak. It also brought all the men in my support group closer to me.
• Being vulnerable and showing my emotions is what got me into the longest-running relationship I have ever been in. Even if it has issues, the emotions really made us close.
• When I complained about being upset to my friend in my art class, she seemed to feel closer to me when she comforted me
• Another friend in art class told me I was able to read her emotions very strongly. I felt so much sadness from her, I changed the subject before I would start to cry.
• A co-worker from work once started crying when she opened up to me about how she didn’t seem to be able to get it right with her relationships. She is usually very emotionless but I think she opened up to me because of how accepting I am of emotions.

Core Wound 3: I am a bad person (it is my fault that I hurt people)

Evidence to the contrary (I am a good person, and it’s not always my fault people get hurt):

• I’m always looking to mentor new people at my work who seem to be having trouble
• I found a new career path that makes sense for someone who is lost and I really care about
• I always try to give up my seat on a bus for someone who is old or injured
• I’m trying to make a difference with the environment at my workplace
• I stayed around to help my grandmother get to the hospital and offered to give my parents thousands of dollars to help pay for her medical costs